It suddnely hit me.

Your name... your name suddenly doesn't means the same it used to.
You've been waiting for this so long, so, how does it feels now?

I'm glad that I am happy.
I deserve to be happy.
I deserve the best.
Thank you for teaching me that.

Gracias por leer.
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Hard mode activated

Que dificil es sentirse apreciado.
Hay que ser considerado... y consistente no?

Gracias por leer.
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Post-reflections

posibleScenarios.get(known).setHappened(true);

After everything happened, I asked my friend if things like this really need to happen for things to improve, I knew the answer, his answer was 'sometimes they do'.

Forget about perfect relationships, I feel we have a couple of stains already, I can live with that, but, do I want to? I think I do, why?  because I was going to live ( or was living ) with someone who we already share 20+ stains ( just to say a number ) and because I still think its worth it.

I know what I'm about to do, but I think this time I don't want to, or probably just a fair amount of time, just to settle down my feelings amd make a statement ( no one learns the easy way ), and I'd probably do that, I have no time and more important, I want to give what I have, but I have learned now, next time, I won't regret anything, because it has always been my decision.

I hope this ends up the right way.

Gracias por leer.
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Al menos.

Al menos ya vi lo que se necesita para hacerte llorar.

Suerte.

Gracias por leer.
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Idiota.

Eres un idiota.

Gracias por leer.
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Sabes como sé que te quiero?

Por que hasta esta situación me tiene preocupado.
A mí, que nada me preocupa.

Gracias por leer.
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A esto me refería.

A esto me refería cuando te dije que apostaba a lo mejor de ti.
Por mas que lo pienso no encuentro como debí dar lo mejor en esa situación.
Como mejorar mi comentario?
Estas cosas no deberían de pasar.

Gracias por leer.
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How can I?

How can I be better?
How can I be sure?
How can I be right...
just the right one for you.

Am I?
Am I the one you need?
Am I the one you deserve?
Am I the one whos lost?

I dont want to...
I dont want to lose you
I dont want to be like this
I dont want to write this.

I love you...
I do know I love you
I do know I miss you
I do know I want you with me.

I cant...
I cant be like this
I cant afford to loose you
I cant be like this anymore.

I want...
I want you
I want to be different
I want to have you by mi side.

I know...
I know I can
I know I want it
I know I will.

How can I?...

Being myself doesn't seems like that much
I know my own value
Its just
I feel you deserve everything
or?
Is it just me?
pleasing a need?

Luv u.

Gracias por leer.
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It feels that way

We are different, I know this, I have seen those differences through time, I kinda knew what to expect about this but the thing is I don't like it when it's like I pictured it.
I want to be able to not-to-have fear, I'll probably do it, It might payback someday.
Being on the other side of the coin is not as funny as I thought.

Happy Valentine's day.

Gracias por leer.
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Sabes?

No reclamaré, no la haré de pedo, no diré nada, no tengo ganas,
no me nace, no quiero intentar nada, me da weba... y sabes?

Lo mismo le pasó a ella.

Gracias por leer.
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