Not having a car

Actually it's not that bad since I don't need it that much,
it's been like 6 months since I sold my car....
and even though I know it's one of those must-have things,
my current lifestyle doesn't really depends on having a car.

Sometimes it gets to be a really pain in the ass having to
borrow my bro's car, or moms, or dad's, like I was 15 or
something but, this is my actual situation, where I'm looking
towards real changes in my life, good changes, the kind of
changes that change you from within... these is the main
reason for this post, not having a car gives me time, time to
walk (which I love to do), time to breathe, time to 
appreciate my life like I haven't done in years, 
after all that fast-forward of school and parties.

I'm currently not drinking (that much, really), not smoking
(unless I drink, haha, I know it sounds tricky, but believe me
it's not), I'm eating healthier, damn! I'm even doing exercise!
I feel just like those old days where I had all the night free
after school, a lot of music, a lot of guitar, a lot of wanders...
 

In this time I've had for myself I have come to realize that 
I'm waiting, waiting for a trigger, a trigger that I know it 
will come, cuz this time, I'm the one who's doing it, 
things aren't moving around me...
today... I'm the one moving things.

I love you Gris... and I miss you.

thanks for reading
bytes